Monday, July 02, 2018

insight - July 2 2018

Just had an insight - It's not that one is bored of life or what one is doing, hence not doing it. No. I think, it's because you could not care about the outcome. Because we can happily do, mundane, back breaking, mind numbingly boring tasks, if we care about either the why of it or the what will come of it, or both.

It's when we know it's pointless, fruitless, that we somehow can't make ourselves do it. And if we do make ourselves do it...it is half hearted. You can try n convince your mind...but your hearts not in it. And when your hearts not in it....you don't feel alive about it.

You feel dead about it. 

Sigh.

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